6:50 p.m. - 2004-08-23
not debating, not arguing, just stirring things around in my head:
animals can sense good people... i think animals have just been sensing how lonely i am. animals being a bit more simplistic than humans react a bit differently. the pet is starved for attention; i'm starved for attention... the pet tries to fill both our needs at once.
as far as a persona... i didn't truly make it for myself; otherwise i might know who i am, or atleast who i think i am. i know i do prefer night time to day time. i like to wear black. i don't know how to match clothes so i just go for one color... if black doesn't go with black then fuck it. i was told that i might get noticed more if i wore less black. i can't quite understand that one. if i dress like everyone else (blend in) i'll be noticed more than if i'm one of the few people dressed differently (stand out). besides, according to some job interview advice black is a social color: black tie events, black evening wear, etc. yet so many anti-social people wear it.
shallow: 3. Not intellectually deep; not profound; not penetrating deeply; simple; not wise or knowing; ignorant; superficial; as, a shallow mind; shallow learning.
3: lacking depth of intellect or knowledge; concerned only with what is obvious; "shallow people"; "his arguments seemed shallow and tedious"
superficial: 3: of little substance or significance. 2.
Concerned with or comprehending only what is apparent or obvious; shallow.
facade: An artificial or deceptive front. 2: a showy misrepresentation intended to conceal something unpleasant
mystique: n: an aura of heightened value or interest or meaning surrounding a person or thing
repine: To be discontented or low in spirits; complain or fret. To yearn after something
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